Warm

Its been a warm sleepy afternoon filled with lectures and jokes (shared) that makes the whole world seem good. It really just takes a single event to change your opinion and priorities in life and goddamn I dont even recognize it anymore pretty as it is.

Had real chinese food today courtesy of a friend. Makes me feel rather ashamed of myself.

Spewed nescafe over a friend. Decided to tie a tie with both hands. Didnt want to put down nescafe can. Decided to hold it in my mouth. Friend asked me " When will you get your ang Pau's?" and I promptly answered only to drop the can onto the friend. Yours truly!

I feel. Confident.

Fire Ants

Recipes for aching worry

A dose of coffee
Add a shitload of paranoia
Cover it with a lot of thinking
Let it simmer with lots of time

I dont know why this whole month has been an uneasy month for me.I always catch myself thinking of the WhatIfs and the WhenItDoes's which springs up unbidden and unwelcome to make me more than uneasy. Its scary for me to realize just how much shit CAN go wrong when you think of all the possibilities especially with my freaky bad luck record.

I must admit that I am living a great life with more than I should be asking for and frankly this 2 months has been a great month for me full of joy and pleasures. Forgotten smile muscles in a way. And when you settle in comfortably.. you start thinking. And worrying.

Its harder to get optimistic with each passing day.

Ranting ends.

Your webcam was still up

http://funpic.hu/swf/numanuma.html

Good imaginary times

Double click. Eve of Destruction. 5 minutes.6 minutes. Finding servers. **ck. why must every server be anywhere but here. Ooh. Asian server. Jap server? Nice ping. Nice map. We were soldiers?

Kewl. Gosh. 64 players? Gotta kill some graphic details. Nice. Joining. 2 minutes. Nice I'm in. Holy shit! Gotta turn down volume. Sounds good. Maybe I'll grab this headphone. Mm. Volume up. Loud enough to jar teeth! Gunfire! Nice. Started. Let me grab this heli. Nice. Actually got it. Ooh. People actually getting into transport Heli's! Holy goddamn. Full load. Lemme see the map. Type M. Ah. Capture this points. Let me just land them in this clearing.

Taking off. Crappy EOD controls. Take it slow. Why do door gunners always shoot when theres noone. Irritating. Anyways. Lotsa trees. Jungles. I see the clearing. coming in for a rolling land. Holy! Lotsa green tracers and sparks! Goddamn it! Someone just died in the heli! I heard that! Crap crap. Slow movements. No crashing. Someone actually popped smoke?!? wow. Landing. Lost 2nd gunner. Noones taking it over. Ah well. Down! Guys getting out! Bullets whacking metal= painful ears. Screaming off!

Repeat as many times as you can until the server changes map.

A typical Eve of Destruction game.

Funny thread

http://www.pointofexistence.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=2208&st=0

cracked me up

Sounds messed 

Warhammer Details

http://www.criticalhit.co.uk/w40krp/

This is where I get some of the info on Warhammer40k

Kewl.

Friend showed me this.

http://www.cyborgname.com/

kewl

Fresh

A fresh new year. Ah. Wonder whats going to happen this time. No complaints so far.

Life is good.

Anyone traded half chewed cheese through mouths before? ;)